February 2012
I hope my family dies.
I honestly hate them. My parents spent over 60 thousand dollars on my older sisters 15’s and for my 15th birthday I stayed home ALONE all day. When she turned 16 they got her a car. I’m 18 and they still haven’t gotten me anything. They never buy me anything, whenever I ask them to take me somewhere they Bitch at me the whole way there. My little sisters take all my stuff. Like...
“I don’t want to repeat my innocence. I want the pleasure of losing it again.”
– F. Scott Fitzgerald, This Side Of Paradise.
tyrawanks:
my parents are really good at making jokes
for example me
eumgyeong:
Being miserable is tiring.
writing about your feelings and then putting ‘idk’ at the end so you don’t sound like a faggot
all the time.
Please don't get tired of me.
It happens every time. People lose interest in me. They get tired of me. Suddenly, they don’t bother hitting me up anymore. The conversations become shorter. They forget about me and I just become a distant memory. I wonder if it’s my fault sometimes. But then I realize that people never stay in my life. And there’s nothing I can do about it.
I swear everyone only stays with me for about a...
genuine and unprepaired →
So let me drown, so I can breathe again. I’m through choking and suffocating on alter egos and alter motives, which weigh you down and take control of the way you are, and the things that you need, the life you live and the dreams that you dream, distort and blur all in slow motion. They broke you down and now you’re broken. And it’s sadder than the saddest movie I ever saw, but with out the...
waldere:
Somnolence: The constant state of near sleep, the strong desire for sleep, or sleeping for long periods of time.
Basically...
February 21st…
I forgot to take a picture but, I didn’t work. I asked for that day off because I wanted to go to the talent farm but everyone sucks. This guy I worked with said he kept looking for me and I should’ve called him and he would’ve taken me -_- whatever I stayed home and slept all day…
February 22nd…
I worked from 9-4 and after work I napped and...
“I think I’m in love with missing you more than I’m in love with you.”
– Sylvia Plath (via mermaidporn)
still-dreaming:
Ask me what it’s like to have myself so figured out. I wish I knew.
Uhm...
Ok so like today I went to work at 10 but I was supposed to be there at 10:30 so I sat in the back office and annoyed Hernan for 30 minutes… He said I look Egyptian because of my eye liner, He calls me his Egyptian friend. When I started Working I was throwing the trash away and he asked me if I would be his Valentine -_- then he saw my tongue ring when I was talking and he said it was...
ovenfullofhornyjews:
If you don’t immediately respond to me I assume that you hate me or you died
“I miss you doesn’t always mean I want you back, sometimes it only means you...”
– Unknown (via aframed)
I think the reason I keep having dreams about you is because I’m kinda nervous about seeing you again… I’m having doubts about even going… But I really want to go…
So tell me you love me Only for tonight Even...
